I’m so lost & confused!
When you have a great nite wit sumone
& da next day they don’t remember shit! =\
Why do I keep
Expecting shit from you when your miles away & wen we have spent lonely days without one another. I hate how I think at times. I hate how when I happen to fall, I fall down fuken hard! Why is it so hard for me to let go of the past? Why can’t I just face it already. Get it through my thick skull that this might just be it already…. =\
It’s sucks
How one person can be so powerful to you that just by one look, one smile, one touch, one call, one hug, one kiss…. can make you drop in their arms.
8:54pm
May 22, 2012 tues.
- I’ve hit a bit of a break point. & once that hit, it damaged every inch. It burst through walls constructed years ago. I’m slowly falling… I can’t. I’ve held on way for this long I can hang on longer. I can rite? I gotta let it just go. I can’t let this hit my breaking point in point blank. I gotta face it that she’s gone. That he’s gone. That I’m gone. But… one out of three I can fix… But then again does it necessarily need fixing?
Fish in the sea
There’s plenty of ppl out there who might catch my eye & I might catch theirs. I may be a natural flirt or a so called friendly person. & I may use it against these fish in da sea. I might possibly fall for their kind words for just those moments. I may go along as well cuz of how I feel at da right then & there…
But at da end of the day, who am I really kidding?
Myself?
Someday
You will realize just how much I DiD care. I might not have expressed myself or really opened up to you, but if only you could see what was rite in front of you. If only you knew why I’m so angry at you. If only you cared enough…
Now I’m left with this gut feeling of emptiness, cause that’s exactly what you did. You left me empty… & I can’t ever get that back.
If you read this we’re dating now, no choice.
(Source: hijakey.com, via p-0ison)
Nites likes these
I hate cuz of the fact that you once laid your heart next to mine.
She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stares hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who’d rather get hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stays loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who holds on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.
(Source: sailorsandsluts, via pyuri)
I’m never gonna let you pass me by
We won’t say our goodbyes you know its better that way
We won’t break, we won’t die
It’s just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that’s right
All we need all we need, a lover’s alibi
Ahhhhhh!
Ok so ima open up just this once… Idk wut it is & Idk how it came to be. But wutever it is, I like what we have (: never in a gazillion weed plants did i ever think we would ever become this close
